Sweat Betul

Hello!

Thanks for all your concern but I’ve arrived safely (actually NO ONE CARES ALSO *bawls cries throws tantrum wtf)

I was too tired yesterday and although I’m still extremely exhausted, I shall blog anyway since everyone wants to know what happened to me (or not *cries bawls screams wtf). My flights went pretty well, no delays whatsoever but it was so tiring. My total journey from KL to my college took me…jeng jeng jeng..

42 fucking hours T_______________________T

Can you imagine! Almost two days to get here!I know you don’t want to know but I’ll tell you my whole journey anyway.

9.25 am, left KLIA and arrived in Hong Kong around 1.20pm. (wah why I still remember the exact time)

I love Cathay’s planes! Individual screens with everything on demand, and plug! (but dunno why it couldn’t work on this flight) That’s my monkee (cause it sounds cuter with two ee’s wtf) and my all time favorite tam tam biskut ketam.

Monkee serving its purpose

4.30p.m, left HK and arrived in LA around 2.15am the next day. Which is 2.15 pm in LA I know it’s damn confusing.

7 hours layover in LA, watched my drama (Moonlight Resonance DAMN NICE WEI)

9.15pm, left LA and arrived in New York around 2am, which is 5am in NY stupid time difference I hate it! I have so much trouble adjusting to all that stupid time difference and didn’t know when I should sleep so ended up NOT SLEEPING AT ALL HUHUUHUHU

Anyway, departed NY around 7am, reached Boston around 8.30am.

Breakfast in plane

This was when the nightmare started.

From Boston airport, rushed like mad to get my huge suitcases and took a bus to the bus station. In the bus, I met this Japanese rocker chick who played violin in a rock band. We got along really well and talked and she said she’d come visit me! Yays! +1 friend wtf damn desperate

Arrived at the bus station, and took the next bus to Amherst. Reached Amherst around 1.30pm and took the next bus to my college, still lugging my huge suitcases. Saw a few lesbians, a few weird looking people, a few people dressed in the ugliest clothes ever, stopped the bus cause yeap that’s my college.

Lugged my suitcases up the hill to my dorm and finally, I heaved a sigh of relief. 42 hours, 5 hours of sleep, 4 plane rides, 3 bus rides, 2 time differences and 1 jap girl later, I was finally back.

Monkee, after 42 hours. Scared and very traumatized.

BUT.  I was far from done. I had to go get my key, then sign some forms and bunk the beds up myself. My room is far too small if I don’t bunk the beds but they said I have to bunk them up myself. WHAT?? Dude I just got back from a 42 hour journey, 5 hours of sleep, 4 plane rides, 3 bus rides, 2 time differences and 1 jap girl, you did not just ask me to bunk my beds myself!!

Alas, I was too tired to argue with the system and asked my neighbors to help me bunk the beds.

As if that wasn’t all, I had to lug all my stuff back from the storage myself. 14 boxes altogether. Only one very tired Suet. The storage place was only 100m away, thank god, but all the boxes are very very heavy. I ended up only bringing 4 of them back cause I felt like fainting already.

Took a shower, bought a drink, watched another episode of moonlight resonance, ate a fish burger for dinner alone, and went to bed.

If I wasn’t me, I would have thought what I just went through was very pathetic. Carry all the boxes one by one alone, eat alone, and stay in the room to watch drama alone wtf.

But, I am me. And I think what I just went through was very heroic. I didn’t know I could do all that alone but I did it. Now, I shall do what a person of my strength and courage and bravery is destined to do. I shall..watch my drama!

I am so scared! A million and one things are running through my head now and I can’t seem to stop them (cause they’re running! hahaha wtf). So worried that I won’t be strong enough to lug my huge luggage from the airport to the bus station after 35 hours of flying, and not fast enough to catch the next bus and end up going back to my college late and wouldn’t have enough time to carry 14 boxes back from the storage room and will be too jetlagged to attend classes the next day!

Lesson number 1. Never ever try to save money ever again. I tried to get the cheapest flight and ended up having to fly to Boston and now I have to take two buses from there to get back to college! Bah!

Lesson number 2. Always fly back earlier! I’ll only reach the day before class starts cause I totally forgot about all that moving back my stuff from storage and jetlag and I thought I wanted to spend more time at home. Look how stressful it is now =(

I am also very scared cause I don’t know if I will ever find people who are like me and end up not having friends T__T I had Aud and Angie and Shanshan and Mild before this so I didn’t really bother making friends (and I cannot get along well with americans at all!) but now..I’ll be all alone T__T

Fuck lah I knew I should have pretended to like those people from China at least I won’t be so lonely now wtf..but they are like..a complete different breed ok =( and they always speak chinese not like malaysian chinese but like those ching chong ma chinese wtf.

Although I thought my chinese is quite good, I couldn’t even converse with them at all. Besides, I don’t want to always speak chinese cause later the americans think we’re talking about them how!

I am so scared to go back to my room alone too =( I don’t like looking around to find noone in the room but me and if I find something funny on youtube or something then I got noone to show it to =((( What if I go mad! What if I start talking to myself or create an imaginary friend for myself!!!

Hmm if I do create an imaginary friend I want to name him Zach, short for Zachary, which also happens to be the name of my imaginary boyfriend wtf. And we can do all sorts of fun things best friends so, like go shopping in Forever 21 and cook together and talk about our isi hati wtf

HOW LA WEI why was I so anti-social! See la lazy to make friends some more! Haih I feel sooo lazy when it comes to making small talks with people you have zero things in common with lor!

It’s 2am now and I have to wake up around 6.30 since my flight is at 9.30am but I can’t sleep! Cause I’m so worried and stressed and scared!

What if I don’t find anyone I can hang out with! Then I have to be one of those losers who eat alone everyday?? Or have to tapau food back to my room and eat while watching drama (actually I was already like this last time omg why am I such a loser T_T eh not everytime la sometimes only!)

Anyway I’m gonna write a looooong post since I can’t sleep cause heart filled with anxiety wtf. What have I done this summer..well I think this is a really good summer cause I felt like I did so many things!

1. Went to the gym religiously for a month! I went to the gym around 4 times a week for a month ok cause wanna make the most out of my money which was only rm15 la wtf. Anyway I think I didn’t get slimmer or anything but I sure felt a lot more confident about my body. Go to gym, people!

2. Ate so much! Wah I’m surprised I didn’t gain much weight lor! I think…cause I haven’t weighed myself in ages

3. Attended so many events! I’m going to miss all that nuffnang events T____T free movies, free food, free gifts

4. Completed a pretty good internship! Although I always had nothing to do one wtf everyday will either blog or read blogs or go icanhascheezburger wtf

5. Went to so many places! Redang and Penang only actually but felt like a lot

6. Got so much closer to all my friends. Sigh can I ship everyone back to US with me =(

7. Spent every. single. day. with my boyfriend. I’ve never felt happier =D

My life is so perfect in Malaysia so why did I choose to leave all that behind and go back to the gloomiest and loneliest place in the world! What if I sacrifice my perfect life for a good education and end up being a housewife wtf

Eh my entry so long you all got read every word or not! I write every word with so much tender loving care, better read everything ok! What if my plane crash wtf (CHOI TAI KA LAI SI) then you’ll never read anything I write again =(

ok if you read until here means you got read everything so I shall reveal one secret about me! Last time when I was 6, I got caned by my grandma cause I didn’t wear underwear to school WTF cause you know when you’re young you don’t wear panties one then suddenly have to wear then very uncomfortable ma! Then my grandma found out and asked me “lu boh cheng teh ko ah?? you didn’t wear panties ar WTF” then she caned me damn pain T_T

I think I better get some sleep. Don’t want to leave tomorrow T___T

Don’t be deceived by my happy face and happy pimple, actually very sad one

Bye!

Bye!

Byeeee!

ByEeeEEeeee!

I’m watching A Bug’s Life now as I type this and it dawned upon me that I have totally forgotten about this movie. I think it’s actually the cartoon I enjoy the most, even more than Wall E!

hahhaha the fat caterpillar is so funny!

Anyway on a completely unrelated note, after 19 years and 11 months of my life (omg my birthday is just around the corner, like two blocks away, like 10 meters away, like you can totally jog there in 5 mins wtf), I finally got..drunk.

I made the almost fatal mistake of telling my friends that I’ve never ever got drunk in my life before cause I *think* I am sort of allergic to alcohol. They laughed and beat their chests ridiculously and said that there is no such thing as alcohol allergy and said all I need to do is train myself.

I freaked out and said if I ever die because of all that alcohol poisoning then I have no choice but to haunt everyone forever. They laughed and beat their chests again and started playing this drinking game.

First round, and I lost =.=

They poured all sorts of weird things into a huge glass and pushed the glass towards me.

Trembling, I begged for mercy.

All my friends whom I’ve known for 6 years refused to let me go and asked me to down all that in 3 seconds or they’d open my mouth and pour that in T_______T

But I’m allergic to alcohol!

Fail.

But I’ll die!

Fail.

I told myself that fine I’m not a chicken! Besides, I’ve always wanted to know how it feels to be drunk. So I drank all of that weird concoction of drinks. And got really sick.

My hands started trembling, my heart was pounding so fast I sweared it’d pound its way out of my body soon, my head ached so much, my hands and legs started getting red blotches all over and I got sooooo red.

Sooo sooo sososoososooo red.

I looked something like this.I was soooooooo red it scared the hell outta everyone.

I tried to camwhore with Daniel’s phone to see how red I am but I couldn’t even hold the phone properly T__T Everyone started laughing cause they’ve never in their life seen me like that before and I kept denying that I’m anywhere near drunk. (eh where got people get drunk after 1 drink one!) “Suet you can’t even camwhore properly lah confirm drunk already” they said.

Damn paiseh ok drunk after 1 drink?!?! I suck.

Anyway they continued playing the game and ordered McD but I felt like puking when I smelled the food. And then my stomach started churning and I felt terrible and and and I vomitted T___________T

I truly suck.

The feeling sucked so much ok! After vomiting, they told me that I will get better and I need to drink more cause I was in the state of not really drunk but kinda drunk but I still felt really terrible and I didn’t feel like drinking at all.

I really really don’t understand why people wanna do that to themselves! Drink although the alcohol tastes like shit, get so drunk they don’t even know what’s going on, and feel like shit the whole time blah I hated it!

Anyway the end that’s the point of my entry wtf I hate drinking and I don’t want to ever drink that much again =(  (I don’t mind drinking a little but not until I vomit again) Although vomitting whatever I just ate = lose weight = sounds like a good idea…wtf kidding!

Call me jakun/loser/moron/whatever wtf but I don’t think anyone should ever drink (that much), especially if they don’t even like the taste of alcohol and drink just to get drunk. and risk looking stupid cause people do stupid things when they’re drunk. so stay sober! this is a community message brought to you by me wtf back to a bug’s life!

p.s:

Happy Merdeka! I couldn’t celebrate merdeka the past 2 years but now that I could…I chose to watch Sex and the City with Aud instead. oh well. My sis made those cupcakes (and i did the moon and star! My star damn nice and has 14 perfect points *proud)

BAD NEWS

BAD BAD BAD BAD NEWS

BAD BAD BAD BADBADBABDABAD NEWS 

ok I think you get my point wtf

Anyway I’m sure you all know my best friend and roommate in college right? Yeah yeah the pretty girl from China..the one you guys did a fan club for? hahah let me refresh your memory

anywayyyy, bad news cause…

she’s not coming back to college with me next semester

T_________________________________T

she was the ONLY thing that made me look forward to college and now she’s not coming back T__________T

she was the person I ate my breakfast, lunch and dinner with EVERYday and plan to eat with for my remaining three years there T___________T

I don’t think I can survive 4 months without her T____________T__________T___________T

She is taking one semester off BECAUSE..this gets worse..

She found out that she has a tumor   in her stomach and she has to go for an operation soon

I was so shocked when she told me this but fortunately, she said the tumor is not dangerous although it’s hugeeee and she will try to come back to college next year.

Get well soon, love

From me and all your fansi here wtf

She doesn’t believe that people think she’s damn pretty lor! Everytime I tell her that she got a lot of fans in my blog she’d deny and say no I’m sure they say that to be nice only, so humble leh!! I told her that I’m sure there are people visiting my blog everyday in hopes of seeing her pictures only wtf speaking of which!!

No more shanshan’s picture for the next 4 months T_____T Sorry to disappoint =(  But let’s all hope she will get well soon ok?

As for me, I’ll be living in an open double now since she won’t come back next semester..which also means that I’ll be the loneliest girl in the planet boohoo sucks to be so anti-social wtf

I also don’t like staying in a single cause I’m…scared..of ghosts T______T

p.s: finished watching forensic heroes II in 3 days! wow. and I got sick suddenly, flu, sorethroat etc although I didn’t even step out of the house the past 3 days!  T_T

Yesterday I went for my first ever facial! My mom said I should go cause I’ve been getting more pimples lately (3 at the same time T__T the big ass type somemore..) and it’s her friend so it’s not that expensive.

clean face! with pimple on my nose =(

oh and she asked me if she should pluck my eyebrows cause they’re kinda..actually, VERY, messy.

In Suet’s head: shit should I let her pluck! Good deal wei I pay for facial then get free eyebrow trim! If go shu uemura like tze then have to pay RM20..but this one not professional won’t be as nice wor..shit pluck or don’t pluck! ah fuck it lah good deal right suet good deal

Suet: OK PLUCK MOMANTAI (in 1.3 seconds wtf)

So now my eyebrows are so thin T________T Ok fine so it looks normal in the picture but everytime I touch them I feel like I have no eyebrows now. Sigh there goes my virgin bushy eyebrows.

Eh imagine if I have no brows at all…

Sorry for my lousy copy pasting skill on paint wtf but looks quite real right! At first I really thought this is what she did to me wtf then ask me to go tattoo my own eyebrow hahahha

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Couple picture from the free photoshoot the other day!

This is the first and last time you’ll ever see Barry smile wtf. The photographer kept forcing him to smile until he felt like dying poor thing =( look at him clenching his fists in fury wtf

The angle that can make me look like I have big eyes!

Blabla nothing to blog about already. Sighhhhhh 5 days before I leave T____________T So sad I don’t want to leave huhuuhu

Life without car and boyfriend sucks cause all I do now is stay home and watch Forensic Heroes II (I know i’m supposed to save this for in the plane but I couldn’t wait! Watched 7 episodes yesterday..)

lonely….i am so lonely…

Today! I shall..

watch more of my drama! ahhh my days are always full of surprises..there’s always something exciting to look forward to wtf